2008-05-20 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: I know! It's really sad to see that! They have just enough heart to put their name on a list... but they couldn't be bothered to actually try to do something about it! T_T

2008-05-20 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: oh.. and [Vaughne].. hope ya don't mind.. as a sort of.. partner to this wiki, I made a wiki on Elftown somewhat like this one! ^.^ All inspired by you!

2008-05-20 [Vaughne]: :] That's fine, I was going to adjoin this to my elftown as well. Send me the link to it on Elftown? :] I have the same username (:

2008-05-20 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: Okeys!! Shall doo! ^.^

2008-05-20 [Vaughne]: Thankyooou :]

2008-05-20 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: :D No problems!

2008-05-20 [Vaughne]: (:
I'm glad this wiki is getting alot of support, I didn't expect so much so soon!

2008-05-20 [Kayn]: -giggles- well its a common thing really, as sad as it is. It happens mroe than people realize.

2008-05-20 [Noble]: yeah, alot of people keep quiet about it i expect

2008-05-20 [Vaughne]: It's not something you wanna shout around really

2008-05-20 [Noble]: yeah obviously

2008-05-20 [Vaughne]: Indeed

2008-05-20 [Noble]: *licks*

2008-05-20 [Vaughne]: O.o

2008-05-20 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: O_O

2008-05-20 [Lexxi Scuzz]: O____________________O yeah people tend to feel they'll be outcast if they say anything about it which is really sad ;_;

2008-05-20 [Vaughne]: Thanks for the lick dear :p
But yeah I felt like that for years. I was scared to tell anyone

2008-05-20 [Noble]: you told me =] <3

2008-05-20 [Vaughne]: I knows I did =] I trust you that's why <3

2008-05-20 [Noble]: i knows *hugs tight*

2008-05-20 [Vaughne]: *hugs back*

2008-05-20 [Noble]: i has to leave you now..=[

i luff you <3

enjoy tommorow

2008-05-20 [Vaughne]: Gwarr. Nice way to put it =[

2008-05-20 [Kayn]: well here they shouldnt feel that way. I find it nice to be able to talk to others that have shared simular incidences. Makes me feel better knowing that I wasnt the only one (i know it sounds bad though)

2008-05-20 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: It is good to talk about it. And even though I haven't gone through child abuse, I'm learning about it from you all, and I'm really happy I am!

2008-05-21 [Lexxi Scuzz]: yeah sharing is goood! *nods* things are always 100 times worse when you try and deal with them on your own!

2008-05-21 [Kayn]: 0nods- mmhhmm Yes they are. Yt at some point all of us had to go through it alone

2008-05-21 [Demon in my View]: yup... and many of us don't tell, or if we do, people laugh and say it's miscommunication (at least that's what my dad says)

2008-05-21 [Vaughne]: I agree it's alot easier to talk about such things here

2008-05-21 [Demon in my View]: ya here... but to even the closest friends you can't talk about it

2008-05-21 [Vaughne]: I find it hard to tell people. But it feels easier to do so with someone who has also experienced it, as bad as it is.

2008-05-21 [Kayn]: -nods- I am a forward person. People ask me silly things all the time and it really and honestly has to deal with how i was raised. So I tell them about it. If they believe it or not is their choice. Most find it to be true, for they know my by that point and i wont lie to them unless its to keep their ass's safe.

2008-05-21 [Lexxi Scuzz]: Lonely Wolf that's really great, i have alot of admiration for you being able to talk about your life and whats happened! And vaughne you know i luffles you anyways *hugs* and it is always easier to talk to people who you think can understand than it is to those you think can't.
Within Temptation i really feel for you and to be honest i think your best friend is the hardest person to talk to *huggles* 

2008-05-21 [Kayn]: Your best friend shouldnt be the hardest one to talk to. In all respect they should be the easiest. If you are having that much trouble talking to them, then I would seriously think about how that relationship is.

2008-05-21 [Lexxi Scuzz]: lol ahh well that's easily answered becuase we're not friends anymore! But for me a close friend is hard to talk to because i don't want to hurt them or give them any more problems to deal with than they already have.

2008-05-21 [Kayn]: -smiles and shakes head- Darling a true friend is there no matter what. Even at my age they are harder than hell to find, though i was lucky to find a very pretty gal, that is awesome. She is my true best friend. IF I wasnt gay I would so marry her.

2008-05-21 [Raikcoes]: -smiles and blush's- mmmm wow

2008-05-22 [Kayn]: -looks up and hides my face- wow is right. speaking of the Cat. -clears throat-

2008-05-22 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: hehe

2008-05-22 [Kayn]: -huggles Kitty tight and doesnt let go- My bestest friend in the whole wide world, that If I could I would go back in time and stop her from living through all the crap i did.

2008-05-22 [Lexxi Scuzz]: aww! ^__^ your lucky lonely and best friends are like true loves.. hard to find but when you DO find them they're there for you forever! =D I just have to find mine... but meh i'm young yet!! XD

2008-05-22 [Demon in my View]: hahaha yes lex XD i don't have friends like that...
the "friends" i always had ran away from me (physically) or just made fun of me like....

one time i fell off the jundgle gym, landed on my chest, passed out, and it turns out a "friend" of mine had been laughing when i woke up because i made a weird noise (like i couldn't breath)

2008-05-22 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: -.- That's not a true friend... a true friend would have been right there helping you, not laughing at you.

2008-05-22 [Kayn]: Or running to get help. Not laughing. I always hated the question "are you okay?" i mean seriously you get hurt, are you really okay? no you are hurt sheesh. its up there with parents that tell their kids to shut up and eat. i mean seriously how htye gonna eat if they cant open their mouth?!?!

sorry i am a technical person ^_^ -huggles kitty more- hehe

2008-05-22 [Demon in my View]: well i've never had a true friend!!!! soooo shhhhhhhhhhh XP

2008-05-22 [Kayn]: -smiles and hugs Temptation- Ill be your riend hehe

2008-05-22 [Demon in my View]: lol you sure about that???

2008-05-22 [Kayn]: -nods- mmhhmm

2008-05-22 [Demon in my View]: lol thanks ^^ but im talkin about true friend... i don't trust... well hardly anyone just because of the fact

2008-05-22 [Kayn]: -smiles- well we can try friends here first. trust is a good thing hehe

2008-05-22 [Demon in my View]: lol ya but i don't really trust anyone fully... i always have my doubts

2008-05-22 [Kayn]: -nods- as di i

2008-05-22 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: Anybody needs a friend, I can always use one! ^.^

2008-05-22 [Kayn]: -smiles- Ill be your friend

2008-05-22 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: awww, really?? *smirks*

2008-05-22 [Kayn]: Really really. Everyone needs a freind.

2008-05-22 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: awww! *hugs* Thanks! :D

2008-05-22 [Kayn]: -smiles and hugs- you are welcome

2008-05-22 [Raikcoes]: -smiles and huggles Wolfy back- Your such a sweet heart

2008-05-22 [Kayn]: -grins- hehe

2008-05-22 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: :D

2008-05-23 [Fading Away]: Aww i think thats sweet. *Feels all left out*

2008-05-23 [Noble]: hey guys =]

2008-05-23 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: awww *hugs fading* don't feel left out!!

2008-05-23 [bronze dragon]: how is every one doing?

2008-05-23 [Kayn]: -smiles and huggles everyone- there no one left out hehe. I am good. Yourself?

2008-05-23 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: Oh, doing alright here...

2008-05-23 [Kayn]: Thats good

2008-05-24 [bronze dragon]: *hugs back* oh I am good

2008-05-24 [Fading Away]: *hugs madara and lonely wolf* i feel less left out now

2008-05-24 [bronze dragon]: I am sorry you felt that way

2008-05-24 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: me too! :( No one should feel left out!

2008-05-25 [Fading Away]: Its ok. I know they shouldnt but I dont know you's to well so I felt all on my own.

2008-05-25 [bronze dragon]: thats why you need to get to know us

2008-05-26 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: Yes! If anyone wants/needs someone to talk to or anything, don't be afraid to message me! :D

2008-05-26 [bronze dragon]: same here

2008-05-26 [Fading Away]: ok will do.

2008-05-26 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: yays! :D

2008-05-26 [Fading Away]: See I sent a message.

2008-05-26 [Lexxi Scuzz]: I messaged you... on ET! XD and i would message you here... but i'm trying to ignore my inbox at the moment!

2008-05-27 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: hehe, it's alright.. and yuss lexxi.. you dids messaged me on ET! WOOOT! :D

2008-05-27 [bronze dragon]: hmm my head hurts

2008-05-27 [Kayn]: -pounces on everyone-

2008-05-27 [Raikcoes]: -smiles and gets pounced on- hey thats myt] job!!!

2008-05-27 [Demon in my View]: eeek >.< lol just dont hurt me XP

2008-05-27 [Fading Away]: Ooh I like wolves...

2008-05-27 [Demon in my View]: vampires are better....

2008-05-27 [Vaughne]: Wolves rock :]

2008-05-27 [Demon in my View]: yes but vampires are way better XP wolves are too hairy

2008-05-27 [Vaughne]: I've loved wolves even more since knowing Will :] But vampires are cool too ;]

2008-05-27 [Demon in my View]: hm... ya i remember that ^^ hahaha XD that was always fun ^^
yes.. i like them both XD ahhhhhhhhhhhh zomg!!! *passes out*

2008-05-27 [Vaughne]: It was :D

O.o no passing out!!

2008-05-27 [Demon in my View]: hahahaa XD

*is already passed out* X.X......

2008-05-27 [Vaughne]: Noooooooooooos *throws water*

2008-05-27 [Demon in my View]: *wakes up and gets scared* wah?! warewolf?! whaaaaa!!! *ducks and covers*

2008-05-27 [Vaughne]: O_O WHERE!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-28 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: O______________O

2008-05-28 [Demon in my View]: it came right at me >.< zomg! i.. i think.. it was a dream.. >.< i hope

2008-05-28 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: I hope too! *giggles*

2008-05-28 [Vaughne]: O.o...

2008-05-28 [Noble]: *slips in*

2008-05-28 [Vaughne]: *sneaks behind Sam*

2008-05-28 [Noble]: hehe were ninjas!

2008-05-28 [Vaughne]: *nod nod*

2008-05-28 [Noble]: *laughs* were is everybody..

2008-05-28 [Vaughne]: No idea.... =/ everyone leaves once we come into the room. I think we smell O.o

2008-05-28 [Noble]: we dont smell :P much..

its our coolness.

2008-05-28 [Vaughne]: Yeah... too intimidating :p

2008-05-28 [Noble]: Hehe yeah, were al big and meannnn

2008-05-28 [Vaughne]: Oh yeahhh!

2008-05-28 [Noble]: *cuddles*

2008-05-29 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: *waves crazily* i'm here! :D

2008-05-29 [Vaughne]: Heyah!!!!! =]

2008-05-29 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: heyyy! :D

2008-05-29 [Vaughne]: How are youuu? :]

2008-05-29 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: FAN-DIDLY-TASTIC! heh.. *curses Flanders from the Simpsons* how art thou?

2008-05-29 [Vaughne]: Haha xD he rocks!!

I'm fiiiiiiiine thanks :3

2008-05-29 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: YUSS! he does rock! XD..
and YAY! :D

2008-05-29 [Vaughne]: Flanders is the best character xD

2008-05-29 [Noble]: maybe :P

2008-05-29 [Kayn]: -wonders in- sorry for my absence. Kitty has been having...problems

2008-05-29 [Vaughne]: It's okay :]

2008-05-29 [Noble]: heya =]

2008-05-29 [Kayn]: She is doing better today. NO pain.

2008-05-29 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: I'm glad she's doing better!

2008-05-29 [Vaughne]: Yeah :D

2008-05-30 [Demon in my View]: yay for no pain!!! :D

2008-05-30 [Vaughne]: Indeed! :D

2008-05-30 [Kayn]: -smiles and nods-  I do wish I could hold her though. Phone isnt much of a comfort

2008-05-30 [Vaughne]: I know how you feel ='/

2008-05-30 [Kayn]: Well. It is to a point. Yet not really

2008-05-30 [Vaughne]: I know... I have the same problem with someone

2008-05-30 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: yea.. it's easy to hear comfort... but easier still to feel/see it in person!

2008-05-30 [bronze dragon]: that is something I know well

2008-05-30 [Vaughne]: I agree. I know that very well too

2008-05-31 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: Me too. It's something I know VERY well! *sigh* I think it's a reason why I don't like talking on the phone much! T_T

2008-05-31 [Vaughne]: It's hard to cope with indeedddd

2008-06-02 [Demon in my View]: I know it very well myself... but then i've never had comfort anyway or been able to give comfort physically.

2008-06-02 [bronze dragon]: I have and there is nothing more extrordinary then how the comfort feels.

2008-06-02 [Demon in my View]: *shrugs* i wouldn't like it anyway. I would cry simply from touch so that's why i don't let people touch me

2008-06-05 [Kayn]: -pounces on people-

2008-06-06 [Demon in my View]: yes?

2008-06-06 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: *randomly runs through and pokes everyone* RUN-BY-POKING!!! :D

2008-06-06 [bronze dragon]: *smiles*

2008-06-06 [The Critter]: I think that with some people the physical comfort is a tad akward. Its like that with my best friend and I. Whenever she is feeling down or depressed, hugs dont seem to work very well...

2008-06-06 [Demon in my View]: hugs make me cry... so physical comfort doesn't work

2008-06-06 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: Same here..

2008-06-09 [Kayn]: -sits and thinks of something else to do since hugs was just over ruled-

2008-06-09 [Demon in my View]: nonono! i like hugs.. i just can't think about it..
how about chocolate? ^^

2008-06-10 [Kayn]: -smiles an tosses you some- threr

2008-06-10 [Raikcoes]: -giggles- awe so sweet

2008-06-13 [Kayn]: -smiles and rolls eyes-

2008-08-04 [Demon in my View]: yay!! *catches it and eats some* thank you ^^

2008-08-05 [Vaughne]: Wow. I've not been talking on this nearly as much as I should... O.o.... I don't understand this conversationnnnnnnnnnn

2008-08-05 [bronze dragon]: I do now isn't that a little sad

2008-08-07 [Demon in my View]: just a lil :P but that's oke XD ur just smart... i wasn't talking very much until i was finally able to look at this thing :P it's hard to find stuff on the new layout

2008-08-09 [Vaughne]: Is anyone else using EP in firefox as opposed to internet explorer? I think it looks better in internet to be honest =\

2008-08-10 [A work in progress]: Agreed. Firefox makes the colors look weird.

2008-08-10 [bronze dragon]: I use firefox I sin't like the way explorer worked

2008-08-10 [Vaughne]: I think internet makes it look better =\ but then that might just be me

2008-08-10 [bronze dragon]: thats a possibility to me they look the same

2008-08-10 [Vaughne]: Yeah, normally I'm on internet but I'm using firefox at the moment... so I don't know what the BIG changes of EP are yet... though what's with the big... red-ness at the top?

2008-08-10 [bronze dragon]: its the same on explorer as wel I know I checked.

2008-08-10 [Vaughne]: Why are there so many changeeeeeeeeees... it looked good as it was...

2008-08-10 [bronze dragon]: I don't know I have no control over it.

2008-08-10 [Vaughne]: *shakes fist* It looks funny now =/

2008-08-10 [bronze dragon]: *hugs you* its ok.

2008-08-10 [Vaughne]: Meh oh well

2008-08-10 [bronze dragon]: so what cha been up to?

2008-08-10 [Vaughne]: Just been at my dad's. Been doing loads.

2008-08-10 [bronze dragon]: ok well I am off to dram land in need of sleep

2008-08-10 [Vaughne]: Cool, see you.

2008-08-10 [Demon in my View]: lol i hope you slept well ^^
and your dad's... must be fun

2008-08-11 [Vaughne]: It's not as bad as it sounds xD I get to see all my friends =] I get to see Helly, Jack, Alice etc

2008-08-11 [Demon in my View]: that's koolio lucky you

2008-08-11 [Vaughne]: Yeah ;]

2008-08-11 [Demon in my View]: i get to be stuck in america doing school

2008-08-11 [Vaughne]: Ew.... I'm lucky I've finished school last term, been off for a while now

2008-08-12 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: Cools!
I'm finished high school completely...

2008-08-12 [Demon in my View]: lucky yall... XD lol i get to be a senior this year... im so scared about college XD

2008-08-13 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: Oh don't be... as far as I've heard from like.. all my friends.. college is a breeze! :O

2008-08-13 [Demon in my View]: not for me.. at a university high ranked

2008-08-13 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: Oh wow!

2008-08-13 [Demon in my View]: ya which i want to do. idk if i should right away

2008-08-23 [Kayn]: -pounces everyone randomly then vanishes-

2008-08-23 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: O.o

2008-08-24 [Demon in my View]: *squees* >.< be careful!

2008-08-26 [Vaughne]: I passed my exammmmmmmmmmmmmmmms *dances*

2008-08-27 [Demon in my View]: YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D *throws party for her*

2008-08-30 [Vaughne]: Hehe yay! *dances around happily*

2008-08-30 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: YAY!!!! CONGRATS VAUGHNE!!!!!! *flails arms in a congradulatory dance*

2008-09-02 [Vaughne]: Hehe thanks! :D By the way xD my name's Bryony =]

2008-09-02 [Demon in my View]: yes but you're screen name's almost as kool as you ;D hahaha.. not quite

2008-09-03 [~*Suicide is Painless*~]: *nod nod* I call everyone by their screen names... i'm sorry! *blush*

2008-09-03 [Demon in my View]: lol ish oke... i think some peoples' screen names are very cool

2008-09-03 [Vaughne]: Hehe thanks xD yeah screen names are cool =] though I suppose Vaughne is also my name xD

2008-09-03 [Demon in my View]: mwuahahhaha XD or bry? O.o

2008-09-04 [Vaughne]: Bry is fine too :D

2008-09-04 [Demon in my View]: hahahaha yay!!! =D want cake?

2008-09-05 [Vaughne]: Cake cake cake cake cakeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! O.o... yes please! xD <3